Well i haven’t really touched on this subject to much so here goes.
The emotion of love somehow has escaped me. I’ve been so busy calling you out on your sins and mine, i’ve forgotten what it like to love another. I guess loneliness will do that to you.But what you don’t know is i cry for you nightly. Why? Because i do love you. I just dont show my emotions very much. I’m not Yahusha and im a mere human with frailties.
I get so caught up in warning you of what’s to come that i forget to preach the other side of the gospel Love!! Yahusha loved us so much that He laid down His life for us. He actually took on all of our sins so we could have a chance at everlasting life.I know i should show this love to all of you to and from now on i’ll try to be more compassionate! I know thats what Yahuah expects of me.
I may seem to be a harsh man but i’m really not. I do have a very sensitive side to me. I’m just trying my best to warn you of the things that are coming. Yahusha does not want anyone to die and I don’t either! So i get over zealous when i see you going down the wrong path. It’s the path of destruction and i don’t want you to go to hell.
So to me you’re like children and so am i but when i see a child in danger i yell, i scream for the child to get out of the dangers path. I do so out of love, it’s not hate at all. Although i do hate sin. I hate it in myself. I see you as i once seen myself and believe me i chastise myself daily.I punish me more than Yahusha ever could. I’m hard on myself because i can’t stand to hurt the Father. To disappoint Him makes me very sad because i love Him so.
To do His work is my life’s desire, but i fall short, i sin, the very thing i hate in you and myself. Yahusha says we are to be perfect as our Father in heaven is perfect and i want this not only for myself but for you to. I want to go to heaven. I want it so bad if someone came to my house and threatened to kill me, i’d just tell them to shoot me. They would be doing me a favor. I want to go home i don’t like it here.
I’m lonely i have noone left on this earth who loves me the way Yahusha and the Father does. They are all i have now and thousands of angels and i know that should be sufficient for me, but i’m human i desire to be with other humans but this is not the case so i’ll do His will and deal with it.
Just remember Yahusha The Father and His Holy Spirit Love you, and so do i!!
Romans 5:8 – But Yahuah commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Yahusha died for us.
1 John 4:19 – We love him because he first loved us.
John 3:16 – For Yahuah so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
1 John 4:16 – And we have known and believed the love that Yahuah hath to us. Yahuah is love, and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in Yahuah and Yahuah in him.
John 14:6 – Yahusha saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
1 Timothy 2:5 – For [there is] one Yahuah, and one mediator between Yahuah and men, the man Yahusha;
John 10:10 – The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life and that they might have [it] more abundantly.
1 Corinthians 13:13 – And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these [is] charity.
John 14:28 – Ye have heard how I said unto you, I go away, and come [again] unto you. If ye loved me, ye would rejoice, because I said, I go unto the Father: for my, Father is greater than I.
I love you all very much and the scriptures cannot be denied! Yahuah and Yahusha love you to! So do as He told us to do and love each other! Even our enemies I don’t care who you are, your skin color, what you believe Etc.. I love you! Hate is a thing of my past! Love is my future & present!!
Bless you all in the name of Yahusha!!